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and so it was a day again for me.
a day i never wanted.

i felt like crying.
how i wish my bangs are longer to cover the fact that im crying.
how i wish my tears are invisible so tat people cant see my tears.
i acted tat its ok for me to fall.
but its not the truth.
i do care.
i really do.

leave me alone.
i wanna scream.
it will be a long day again tomorrow.

but i'll stand strong like how i always acted.
i'll put a fake smile like everythings ok.
but i know im not ready to smile.
but i know im not happy.

but i'll do it for the people around me.
its ok.
im used to cry alone.
yes im used to.
im used to be the only one comforting my ownself.
yes im used to.

im used to mend a broken heart alone.
im used to.

u may think tat everythings ok for me.
but its not.
it really isnt.

putting a fake smile.
is wat i do.
acting like everythings okey.
is wat i do.

i know you hate me.
but its ok.
cos i'll still put a smile like everythings ok.

maybe to the dark, creepy night.
when the whole town is asleep.
i'll stay awake.
crying to the drak night.
hoping tat everything will be okey again.

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