got tired of routines.

stretching and inhaling
wanted to go further
wanted to cut off that darn string
that had been pulling me no where
but backwards

Give me a way of life
I'm tired of always being the tough one
when it's empty inside
it doesn't always have to be this way
" Rioting for life "

wake up!

had been broken before
had been cheated before
what makes me think that this time
will be a different story told?

risky it is
slippery it is
tell me why do I always like to choose a different path?
why can't I choose to play safe?
dang!
wake up! it's reality.

what a journey =)

holidays it is, and finally! =)
its been a long long time, and i finally can RELAX!!!oh yea, going to Singapore tomorrow.
I had really achieve somethings these days, which really gave me a thinking that " i can go far, and i really CAN! ". I don't have the best, I don't have a lot, but I sure am happy with what I have. =) cheers to the holidays, most important, i wanna rock on! like always! Traceline you go girl.

aNTI-rETARD.

dang! what a ride these days, i seriously prefer last yer's Anni. =( I'm serious. Maybe when you change, people change, time past, things just keep on moving on a different path.
hmmm......dont be anything centered, they are fickle and changed. =)

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I watch her surroundings change
I watch her friends move and change
nothing is forever
no one is there forever

I move on
It's my time again
to look at things in her shoe
I watch my surrounding change

weird and untrue
fickle but true

no matter what happens
I will stand up still
with no ones help again
I've learned to be a different human being

happy and happy =D

heartbreaks, how far could BFF go eventually?

take me away no longer wanna be in this mess
had been tolerating for too long
had been backing off for too long
had been pretending not to hear
had been pretending not to see
every heartbreaking scene

I'm not bullet proof
I'm sorry dear friend
but you had hurt me
for a long time
i had never say a word because i had cherish you
how about you?

Can't stand the gossipping
how could you? had the guts to do it in front of me?
you're the murder
yet it sounded like I'm the murder as i kept saying sorry
when it has been your fault all the way through

you're my BFF
yet my BFF won't hurt me
so who are you?

Best
Friend
Forever
no longer know how to believe in it.
I'm sorry,
you're not who i thought you were eventually.