we r all just special.

todays chinese test was kinda crappy, but i thought I did my best on answering it. =]
so they bad mouthed, made me joined in too. i didnt mean it, its totally a no offence thing, gee...i sounded kinda mean. im really sorry okey, yea well yea, everyone is special so is those Bitches? yea i guess tat is how the story goes... ...

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the break up... ...i will not side any1 of them, coz everyone is just different afterall, im not them, so yea. one party, who made us look like crappers. dang! how could u? after wat we have given u? the time, the love, and everything this is how u treat us? just walk away randomly? yea i know, u can choice but, can we be treated in a more unite way? can we be more WHOLE? more 2gether, i guess, its the word, yea MORE 2GETHER. im just voicing my opinion tats all. ;/


so i say, we all fall apart, we all live in miserable as we grow. its how we deal with it tat made the whole process different. i ust needed a good sleep, tats all. hated the muggings. *sigh* im looking at the brightside. mugging = self improve. lmao.

the quotes in Photobucket.

i luv the quotes in Photobuckets, they always just make sence to me n make my day go brighter, made me smile on my dull day, my challenges. ^^ yea i know its cool, u guys should check it out also. i just heart the quotes online, whenever im feeling my bad, i will scroll through the quotes in Photobucket. try it one day too. ^^

i dont need a title.

never know wat word to put in the missing sentences
just got paralysed by lies
dont know the truth not anymore
never blame anyone
coz we were both young afterall
we just needed someone by our side
too bad im not the one
the saddest thing is ur not the one too

every songs just seems to picture you in it
every bit just have you in it
just wondering where i stand in your space?
you messed up my feelings
left me alone picking up every bits
im not whole again
at least not now

guess wat?
im not giving up
i still believe in miracle
but ur no longer the miracle
ur no longer the untold fairytale

cant get used to it.

i have to admit
its not easy to go through it
coz im already addict
i need to get used to it

i really dont feel right
i tried to hide those tears
u just hurt me from the inside all the time
i guess you will say the same thing too

u made up everything
to make my jealousy grew stronger
u got me
u really did

u told me u got over her
i thought im her replacement
i was wrong
i never will beat tat girl, can i?

why does everyone wants u so much?
why does everyone luv u so much?
when all u care about is how to dump all of them?
i said ur a player u never admit

it hurts it really does
sorry just thought u were the one
i dont know how to be friends
not anymore.

she luvs being with him,
no matter wat,
she is always cool for him,
no matter wat he still likes her.
she doesnt need to act in front of him
she never needed to fake in front of him
i hearted it when the story continues.

sorry didnt mean to hang down

tell me its normal.

these ppl they are just like rich ppl selling stuffs all over the place, the phone keeps on ring, the msg tone just wont stop ringing... ...today is kinda quiet, as in for me, the fucking phone rang but none are my call, the msg ringtone dont seem to ring. but its okey, i have myself n god tats all i need now. '0
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i dont know why i feel happy, i really dont know. the fucking test is coming, how did i manged to put a smile on my face? i really dont know, i have changed. hmmm.....i thought its sth good. positive mind thinker.

so i bought SUM41's Underclass Hero, i kinda like it. lmao, im really a rock music freak!.

and one thing, i luv my blog template, its so Random. lmfao. and its so me and my life=Random.

ELS 's Welcome Party will be tomoro, i can't wait. !!!!!!! its a new beginning again. We all just need to Blast off!!!!!!!!!!
Rock On ppl, i say i dont really wanna see tat dude tomoro, not BK but the younger one, i really just dont. can they find a replacement for him?

Roxy Rose Rox.

it was quite sometimes from my last update, though its just 5 days? maybe 6 days? ha, but for me its preety long redi.

hmmmm... ...skool just started for like a week, the homeworks, the emotions, the relationships are getting more n more. but i still can take it ((:D

today's forum was preety awesome, wen the dude peeped on teacher's note n made up the number 7, 6, 7, 6 with his fingers, i was so freaking proud. i mean the script was kinda short, and i was so totally NERVOUS, i tried not to freak on the outside, but deep inside, i was shivering!!!((:o

tomoro will be the very first lesson with our new members and our old members, just cant wait. i have to say speaking infront of public may seem like a fearing thing, but i kinda like it! lmao.
i luv the challenge, the challenge to challenge myself! ((:D

recalling about my chinese essay which was given a little credit, really makes me smile, gee....so i can write chinese afterall. lmao. maybe its becoz of the title. the teacher let us make up our own title, but it has to be about ourselves, the purpose is to let the teacher know more about us, the special us. ((:D
my tittle was " I WROTE DOWN MY RESPONSIBILITY BRAVELY ". but the teacher somehow think tat MY RESPONSIBILITY was a far better titile for my essay, tats y she dashed out some words in my essay title, leaving the words MY RESPONSIBILITY only. hmmm....**speachless**

the class is having a gathering, gee.... it was announced tat only 9/51 ppl can totally go on tat day. ((:/ my gang ain't goin also, i mean they arent goin, but im not sure about me, hmmm///dont know wat will happen to me without my gangs. i dont feel like going redi. =/

i got a quote "learn to like your duties in life, then u wont mind doing it over n over again". i kinda like it. ((:D

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its preety cool when u admitted ur feelings to me, i hearted it.
though im not sure how far can i trust you.

u treated me different,
not like b4,
i guess ur shyness is a proof.
the evidence.

u dont treat me like the rest
mayb its becos im different among them
i have a space in ur dang heart afterall. ((*D