ha. Sometimes, i juz wonder how funny we ppl R."]o["

its a friday again... ...spent my afternoon on the auditorium trilingual. i luv ELS. speeches are the dullest thing for me, but guess wat? if u spend time listenning to them, i thinksome topics r preety nice afterall. N i gotta see my sista' Roxanne Rose. luv ya! Nic. shuld be in KL redi, i really miss her. GudLuck! =] one thing, i miss Anna. lll wonder how is she, the last time we chat, she sounded kinda down, i hope she will b okey again. i luv u An. ;)

hmm.......
dang! i think she hate me, dose eyes, dose smirks... ... but guess wat? i DONT FUCKIN' CARE! =D Hate me all u wanna, u will juz realize how stupid u are 4 hating ppl. i dont need u in my rockable life afterall. ur so bitchy, how dare u say tat about my frand? so flirty. ur an ass tats all, no expectations on u. gee... ...how did u manage to be so mean? lmao, my biggest wuestion 4 u, guess u cant answer it too. BOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!i wont hate u, "coz im mature enuf 2 understand some ppl r just so immature to except the fact tat ppl r different, n u need 2 respect everybody. ur not tat person afterall, who r u to hate or to judge them?"

Saturday... ...will be 2moro, a new day again.
God Bless n Peace Up,

p/s wanna know a secret how to rock a life? Juz rock it the way u wanna, stay happy now n always, troubles, missery stuffs shuuldnt pull u down. =)

wat happened?

I admit my mistakes, i really do. please forgive me. i swear its circling me, it really is. let me go. please, just set me free. im tensed up, really i am. i know im wrong but please give me some times to sort things out.

im not myself. i really am not. let me go... ...

people make mistakes, and we learn from it. i need some time, enough time to make me feel better//// ////

Razor.

gee....im being 4gotful!

The Maine. i found this darn band in MySpace,! and i say THEY ARE SO AWESOME!!!!!!!i heart them really!!!!!!!!!!!!though their lyrics are one of those so called boybands lyrics, dont get wat i mean? check out their lyrics man, this type of lyrics i grouped them in the "boybands" lyrcs.! Peace.......

Hurt///
if she sayS it doesnt
shes saying the biggest lie

Tears...
the only thing tat accompanied her through the unknown nite
it wont seem to dry up

Herself222
being her own best friend
d only one tat know wats going on

Smile'''
it will be back just needed more time
iTs wat she needed

MOVE ON^^^
is wat she needs to learn
her challenge

Naive.

So there he was

doing everything just to make her feel tat shes not the only one
guess wat? he has always been part of her
she never blame him for being naive
she just blame herself in believing in miracle

she tried to stand strong
she tried to pick herself up
she tried not to cry
but the tears is the only thing tat drop

she laughs hard
she screams hard
she squized the smile hard
is becos she wanna cover the naive her
she doesnt want to explain anything

she offs the light
sitting in the corner sobbing alone
tell me who is there for her?
only the broken her n the torn up her



leave me alone
i wanna leave this place
give me an eraser to erased the sad ones

tomoro
tomoron it will change
i tell myself

i will be strong again
just needed to let things out

1st post of March.

I promised a lot of stuffs to many ppl, n some how i dont seem to keep my promise. i know im wrong. i put in in my to do list in my cell redi, give me sometime to fulfill my promise yea?

its the first post afterall, the last to month was kinda wild for me. things pop up all at a same time, but i kinda enjoyed those pop ups, just made my life more worthwhile...cant wait 4 the interflow by the way. lmao.

i told myself i wanna have a life in Myspace, but some how it wont work out. im kinda stuck in there, dont really know how it functions, hahahaha.

awww.....

i dont "hangout" in chatspaces not anymore, well atleast for now. coz i kinda got bored over those fake identities, those fake truths, gee....n i dont need those invisible frands to fill up my emptiness, yup, i dont need them afterall. but Anna is a MUST HAVE! lmao. heart anna! ><

one more thing, i luv reading Taylor Alison Swift's Myspace profile, i think it totally make sence n it juz make me luv her n made me look her up as a role model. u guys should really check out also. im just one of those Ms. Swift's fan! <33333333><

see those videos on the top of the blog posts? i just luv them like to bits!!!!!!!<333333
guess where i got them 4rom? Myspace, lmao yea i kinda like scrolling through myspace afterall. <333

im getting over some facts, like my crappy tests results, gee...i screwed up again.
n one thing is....

Nic, shes meant to be strong, she cant give up juz like tat.

so do I, myself.....i need to be strong, yes i have too. i need to move on even knowing tat its not easy...

i wanna erased those memories
n make it come back when im redi to accept it
i admit its never easy to live a life
without ur callings
juz needed another voice to replace u
juz like how u replaced me with another one

shouldnt have gone this far
shouldnt have go beyond the border
maybe wat i go thrugh will make sence in the future
but it doesnt now
i juz need one juz one goodnite