Kris and Adam.

I used to be a Adam Lambert fan. Kris somehow just didnt even have a space in my sight. then...but there's a But, Kris really isnt tat bad, really not. to me, hes just a version of a good singer, a safe one, an all time favorite kinda singer. yet Adam is a unique, different, a "i have a different point of view in music" kinda guy. lets not talk about who's straight and who's gay here, its totally a personal opinion and a after "talent show comment" post.

people somehow get obssesed about WHO should win? Adam or Kris?or who DESERVES to win? i admit i was obssesed about tat too. the fact is, they both are different, we cant somehow find a balance to predict who DESERVES the title or something. its not really fair to both of them. they are both different, though this a competition, but both of them should be treated as EQUAL, not who SHOULD win. its kinda crap if u ask me.

Kris and Adam n most people got shocked about the result. i was too. the fact is, everything happens for a reason. this winning and losing thing, is just a process, or lets say the beginning.

RR.

Saturday, !

Finally!
My test are ova! =)
now, im going to be busy with my second semester day planer, and my Daddy's b'dae.
wondering how to surprise him. hmmmm... just had a little discussion with mama 'bout it.
'=p choral speaking will be a busy thing 4 the whole gang. we are going to do our best, just wait n see. / =)

just went back from my new apartment, well basically its just upstairs hahaha. i think its lovely. =) Danddy brief me about how our home seet home will turn out into. hmmm...wat can i say? I JUST CANT WAIT!!!!!!luv it, really luv it. Daddy really put millions of effort in it. n i just cant wait to deacorate my lovely bedroom n the entire home. =)...

i luv my family. my daddy is a busy guy, he doesnt really have a lot of time 4 us. all i know is, he luvs us more then anything.

i luv you daddy. We have our ups n downs, tat all happened becoz we arent perfect. who cares about being perfect? we just care about how to love wat we have. I luv u.

RoxyRose...

Am still Ruling the blog. =)

its been sometimes since my last blog update. gee... ...stuck with all those muggings, which are really giving me some crappy mood somehow.
i found this band in MySpace A THOUSAND CITY LIGHTS, uhuh, they are a screamo kinda band, but i think they r kinda cool. Though i dont really appreciate thier music like how i hearted THERE FOR TOMORROW. =)

this muffin im eating right now, is just so yummy! =) haha my helper sure is my hero.

tats it, a crap blog post. ! .
get back to it after the effing Mid test yea?

**(I dont hold Revenge, I hold Smiles)**
chesse to the camera!

Roxy. ^[oo]^

Misery to Cheerful. =)

Got a huge lecture for my "real boss" or should i say the "general manager"? though its just a few minutes, but the pressure just seems like the whole thing will last forever.
Dang! it was really a long and misery a while ago. Stressful and everything, tears almost rolled down.
got home, everything just still looked misery and wrong, banged with there for tomorrow's music, am still banging with it though. =D I HEART THEM.
then, capable dude called. dang! it was really a thing. That 8 minutes and more random chat with the hostel boys, really changed my day, from misery to cheerful. THANK YOU, it means a lot to me.

May.

So May came afterall. When i thought i couldn't survive, i lived and laugh like usual. Sometimes i just complicated a lot a lot of things in life. i never wanna go back to be the pessimist sweetheart, not anymore. =) im better off this way.

Not that addicted to bloggings like before, maybe its because my life topic had changed.


If im still that Naive Little Girl
my heart will fall to pieces like all the time
too bad
its not absorbing all those temperatures
to freeze and break




when you were there to break my heart
make my tears drop like unstop raindrops
i was there to forgive you
all the time
until then my tears made me see clearer
all those were lies

when i was standing there
telling the world
how perfect you were
how much i needed you
u were there
holding her hands
looking through her eyes
and telling her how much you love her

when i thought u were my world
you told the world what a joke i was

i cried nights and days
those tears seems invisible
as no one saw them
yet those tears
were the tools that made me see clearer with my bear eyes

cant believe you just let go easily
cant believe you pretended like nothing had happened
and you told me you were not a player

you made up white lies
to convice everyone
you are the victim
and im the murder

Guessing there you are
spliting out all my secrets
guess wat?
you havent spill out the real secret
and its my secret for geting over you

i dont hold revenge
i hold smiles

say cheesseeeeeee to the camera! you jerk!
=p