EMINEM

this is EMINEM, a rapper look hes past r just so pathetic..
i know hes personal quotes r full with bad words, but hello? who cares?
u know wat? hes not from a proper family, no daddy..the mum i dont think she even work man,
n he even has 2 adopt hes bro, hes niece, n hes ex-wife daughter....
n he lost hes friend....
have 2 b honest, i dont think tat much peeps could relate 2 hes situation cos we r just a bunch of peeps who think tat we have nothin but the fact is, we already have a lot..
we dont need 2 go through so much just 2 fullfill our dreams...

n being a rapper is simply hes dream..so peeps get a life man.

The name 'Eminem' came from his initials M(arshall) M(athers).




"Why is it so hard for people to believe that white people are poor?! I wouldn't say I lived in a ghetto, I'd say I lived in the 'hood. The same friends I had back then are the same people on tour with me now"





"You can't control who likes you. If I got Backstreet Boy fans what am I supposed to do? Turn them away? Whoever likes my stuff, likes my stuff but just know Slim Shady is hip hop, I grew up on hip hop, it's the music I love and it's the music I respect. I respect the culture...that's me"





I try not to look at it that way. Being white. I don't wake up every day and look in the mirror, 'Oh. I'm white'."



"My father? I never knew him. Never even seen a picture of him."





"There was a while when I was feeling like, 'Damn, if I'd just been born black, I would not have to go through all this'."





"Whoever likes my stuff, likes my stuff. But just know Slim Shady is hip hop. I grew up on hip hop, it's the music I love and it's the music I respect. I respect the culture...that's me."





"I don't like to give the sob story: growing up in a single-parent home, never knew my father, my mother never worked, and when friends came over I'd hide the welfare cheese. Yo, I failed ninth grade three times, but I don't think it was necessarily 'cause I'm stupid. I didn't go to school. I couldn't deal."





"I remember once when I was 16 he came to my house, we were living on the east side of 8 mile, he came over with a brand new pair of shoes and he threw them at my feet and said 'Put those on', and I said 'why'? He said 'Because I'm tired of you wearing them dirty ass shoes'" His eulogy on the late Proof


well, un4tunately Proof died in a gun shot in april 11 2006, i dont really know how he died n so on..


VISIT MY VIDEO BAR, n search 4 EMINEM--LIKE TOY SOLIDER this song is 4 Proof...

MY NEW TEMPLATE DESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!FINALLY!!!!!!!!!

YEA!!!!!!!! i finally changed my template design...
yea i know it sounds kinda dork but hello? i spent so many time surfing da net 4 da perfect template design...
so the reason i changed da templte..
is becos...
1.) got sick of da previous design
2.)its a start of something new....very new..
3.)i wanted a design tat trully bellongs 2 me

n so y dis design?
simple...
i luv fashion, its different than those "cutie style" design.
n most of all its so me. so simple yet complicated...
random..

n hey!

im so looking forward 2 da challenges ill b facing in da future...!!...

PEACE UP...

2 da ppl sufering for traumas rite now, you all will always have GOD's blessing just stay strong and hang in there.
coz...
tough time ends but tough ppl wont.(got this from chelly ver wise though).

jesus...is so great!

i went 2 church 2day, basically its d youth fellowship group or something...
n hey! met soome cool peeps there, its so cool 2 go 2 church im not kidding its like every1 is so happy, cheerful, relax after a busy week n ready 2 except another challenging week...its great 2 c ppl worshiping GOD. its like every1 just enjoy worshiping THE MIGHTY GOD, n i luv it...

i need a different lifestyle...i wont let sad n unmeaningful past get me...!!!!!!!!!!!!no i wont!!!!!!
no more negative thinking NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!
i need 2 understand tat jesus GOD is always with me....
YES.

howie day collide (ive searcehed this song 4 ages)

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
When I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow findYou and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine

Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow findYou and I collide

Don't stop here I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally findYou and I collide
You finally findYou and I collide
You finally findYou and I collide

emily..

the gurl who live in reddish hill...
remember the gurl i mention b4?
she died of bleeding...
she cut herself...i guess ur rite...
she died of lonliness i thought tat shes happy being alone...
but i never know her...no1 knows her 2....
shes just a lonely gurl...always lonely...
i saw her diary one day...
she draw pictures of her life...
every picture, there is always tears n blood all over it....

u can say tat shes weird or watever...
but i say no1 understands her....

shes born alone...
she lives alone...
do everything alone...

writing in a different place

so ermm....basically im writing this blog in Add jade's house...yea..well...
about today, wat can i say? it sure didnt turn out the way i wanna it 2 b, its like every1 is avoiding me,
its like i dont know man...is turbo going 2 help me or wat? i need help ASAP.
how come? im seriously inluv in my dear ELS, but how could this ever happen?
its like when u did ur best on something, u just wish tat ppl could feel it n feel happy 4 wat u have done but things change...
i dont think turbo is going 2 help me 2...coz he may think tat, im 2 crap or something..i just hope tat some1 could really understand wats going on with my crap life.

i dk man, its getting me, it really is.
there is so many things i wanna do in my life,
ireally wanna make good use of my sweet 16...
but idk, its so weird or something everything its like so weird 2 weird 2 random..
u said ur busy so y u show up with other peeps? how could u?
ok i can understan ur situation, but...*sigh*
u, i appologized..tats all wat i can say..

PEACE UP..
roxy rose.

how could this ever happen?

another day...

alone...

how could u all do this 2 me? am i not tat worth 2 luve? how come? how could ya'all do this 2 me?

how could u?

ur all the same....just the same....

gave me everything then just took it all away.....

I HATE U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOW CAN I EVER THRUST ANY1? how could i??

just keep on breaking my only heart....!!!!....

mayb im just thinking 2 much....

how could i ever want peeps 2 luv me?

i have nothing worth 4 ya'all 2 luv,

k i get it.

im done...

mayb tats my life, just not tat worth it.

mayb....

no1 even luv me from the beginning...

u all just give me everything tat i can ever dream of,

n then just took it away...

k i get it....

i honestly just get it...

i hate 2 act emoly

but i just cant

life is 2 shit...

untitled

they walk together on this road...

they said tat they'll be together 4ever...

who knew tat their 4rever means...

4 a while...

its 2 sad...
its a break up 4 them....

every1 knew tat they won't be long...

so y did they ever tried 2 b together when they knew tat.....

thet will fall 2 pieces in the end?

the color ReD

its flaming...
its the first bright color tat i HAVE ever put on my nails
it shows how daring u r
it is the most brilliant color ever

i once hate this color
cos i once hate myself

but things changed
so do i...

i luv this color...
from now on...

IM JUST GOING 2 LUV
Myself
4REVER!!!!!!

the girl who lives in Reddish hill

i know a girl who lives in a small hut in Reddish hill.
shes cute, fun loving, n sweet.
she has this long wavy blonde hair with pale brown highlight.
she wakes up early morning 2 c the sunrise in her small window in the kitchen.
its just a sunrise 4 us....but its not just a sunrise 4 her....
it seems like she saw a new day or something....
the sunrise is her symbol of her cheerful life.
no worries.
no haters.
no fears.


just happiness.
just good things.
just simple life.

she leaves alone, but...she never even knew tat there is other ppl out there.
she cant comunicate in human language even though shes already 12.
she doesnt even know "language".
she lives with her 3 kittens, a pair of white dove n a cute bull dog.
basically just them.
her little cotagge is just one of those most normal type.
just as normal as her life.

she plays with her pets everyday.
then claeans the house.
n wait for the sunset...
it means tat her day has end..
she luvs 2 enjoy the sunset which is situated in her small but comfy bedroom.

tats basically her normal routine.
i dont know much about her.
but wat i know is.
shes happy doing the things she like.
how i wish i could have her passion.
her passion for simple.
her passion 4 the most normal things tat ppl could hardly even notice it.
the sunrise.
the sunset.

me n N.

look lets make myself straight...i dont wanna think negative like who wants 2?
but i couldnt its like all bad stuff comes 2 me shits, lose time everything as worse as posible....
i didnt did well on a test TAT i studied like freak, i didnt sing well on a song TAT i practise LIKE a million times....
i know ill get over it later, but now, i just wanna let things come out n say how i honstly feel inside, i dont wanna act possitive for ya'all anymore its 2 tired...it really is...2 tired.....
look, J1 possitive ppl get sad 2, coz its da up n downs in life u need 2 get over it, u seriously need 2...stop pissong me offf!!!!!!!!!!!
i freaking need a life...i know...it will all be over but...not tat fast.....

really have so much 2 say, but where 2 start?

felling down

every1 say tat,
its not true 2 b sad ( 2 b sad )
but all i can think about is how shit this world is..
its tough
very tough

waiting 4 a holiday tat truly belongs 2 me
but when will it happen?
stop telling me lies
just stop it!!
ur making me pissed off!!!!!!!
STOP IT!!!!!!
N STOP TOUCHING ME I TELL U!!!!!!!!!
STOP IT!!!!!!!
U SHIT EATER!!!!!!!!!!!!


i cant believe it,
i hate u so much
but then everything is ok after 2morrow?
how come?
weird!
i guess its just u n ur ass alone

eff up!!!!!!!!!

roxy*rose
hates u!
get over it!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
PISSING ME OFFF U JERK, LOSER, MORON!!!!!!!!!!!
ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!!!SHIT EATER!!!!!!
CANT BELIEVE NEED 2 FACE IT ALL OVER ALGAIN
DAMN IT
!!!!!!!!

get over it...

u said tat its all ok,
u told her ull b there,
u said it....
n she believe it...

its over u know,
i know,
we all know.

but there is one person who doesnt know
n tat is the past her.

u gave her everything.....
everything she could ever dreamt of.

n u took it all away...

never return.
never even borrow it from her...
u just took it...
u snatched it away...
how come?
i thought u said u luv her?

she'd fallen 2 pieces,
do u even care?
do u even know?

or...
she doesnt even mean anything 2 u....
i guess so...
shes just thinking 2 much...
i know ull say tat....

nice day...

the test is over n well yea the results 50% good 50% awful but well yea its over dont wanna talk about it...
so had an awesome time 2day "practising" with nicole and yun qi, we end up playing by the way, oh yea n chit-chat n gossip...watever...
i know its a waste of time 4 some peeps, but im just 16 ready 2 enjoy life so yea i luv it this way, get over it peeps....its my sweet 16 remember?
well yea n our song, we change it from when it falls apart 2 our song then when it all falls apart again then now its when it rains an awesome track by paramore.

didnt knew tat ill miss u...

i searched the room 4 something,

but suddenly figured out tat,

wot am i looking for?

exactly...i look very busy these dayz..
but then suddenly figured out

wot the hell am i busy with?

i thought tat i could find u in the room,

but i as wrong,

u were no where to be seen,

you're gone...

you're really gone...

u might think tat i dislike you,

i thought tat i really do,

but i was wrong.

i miss you....

finally almost da last test!!!!!!

2morrow is ENGLISH TEST N ITS DA LAST TEST!!!!!!!
isnt tat freaking awesome? well i didnt did well in this test, though..
really hate 2 say this but, lost the pashion for studying...
idk wots happening 2 me nowadays...going so down.

me n my test.

yea, its my test period these days, errr...n how was it? well it sure isnt wot i wanted, ha bet well yea i studied 4 it, n did my best i guess, so well errr.....will c...tats all wot i can say.

THE CLICK FIVE IS COMING 2
S'PORE ON 1 JUNE,
KL ON 7 JUNE!
N IF UR A SINGTEL CUSTOMER OR SOMETHIN,! U GET A 20% DISCOUNT ON TICKETS 2 C THEM LIVE IN S-PORE N WELL YEA EVEN GET CHANCES 2 C THEM IN BACKSTAGE!!!!!!
well.....really wish i can go.............

hahahhaha

kinda happy these days, ofcourse its not becos if da test, its becos i think more positives these days if i have 2 say...
life is good if u think tat its good,
so well yea ppl.....
think positive n b happy always, k?

lots of love...roxyrose

ok going down again.

i thought u treat me good is becos u treat me as a friend, well i was wrong u treat me as shit,
never knew tat u felt so boring with me, y didnt u tell me earlier?
ur getting me pissed off!!!!!!!!

i thought hes awesome, well i was wrong again! he never cares....like how awful could this b?
i thought tat, this place is da place i wanna b in 4rever, well i was wrong...
it isnt!
Every Little Shit!