Guardian Angel =)

The moment I close my eyes
I could see your smile
hear your voice
see the way you move
and feel your love for us

You are beautiful and warm
gave us secure
believe in us
reminding us to laugh and be happy always

When I open my eyes
I know I won't see you again

you have departed to another place
some people say that it's far away from us
some people say it's in our heart
I say you're always with us
when we feel left out and helpless
you will appear just like the angel you have always been

Don't know that goodbyes could be this hard
Tears rolling down
Squeezing that smile
because we know it's what you wanted to see

It's not easy
but we will be okay

Wipe out the tears in our eyes
We look at you once again
You smile at us
We say goodbye
but we know that we shall meet again someday

I smile
I know tomorrow will be a beautiful day
I know our futures are bright as light
we will work hard always
we will be strong always
we will think about you always
we know you are looking after us always

Rest in Peace, to our beloved Mrs. Chong, our guardian angel

I laugh out loud.

Stopping procrastination is a challenge
I felt that everything was so scattered
was everything but organized
my fault for not leading my life well

Telling ourselves to ignore comments
but how many can truly do it?
no one is perfect or even close to it
but how many can truly understand and always remember it?

I live my life the way I want it to be
I don't know am I doing the right thing here
all I know is life is strange and fickle
Laugh out loud is all that can be done

A great day!

School has started for a couple of weeks already. I have to say my time is fully booked! with hangouts, schooling and of course tons of home works. I felt my life is complete, when I appreciate things in life, =) I love Life!
It's been a great ride in the past, and its a long journey to be here today. Yes, I'm officially having my last year in FY High. What some great schooling years I had.
ELS, is moving on the right track now. I don't know whether they will ever read this but,
" Everyone from ELS, its been some time since I figured out who I am, and who I wanted to be. I will be a good President and lead you all to be pro-active members! Cheers to a great beginning. "
A big shoutout, to the bunch of besties out there, Love You All to bits. and can't wait for her 21 Birthday celebration on Sunday!


Peace and Love,
Roxy.

2010, the perfect 10. =)

A new year it is
a year full of surprise
a year full of unknown

was naive at the past
this year will be different
I know what I want

it will be a great year
this is a promise from myself
I will make it a good one

I wasn't mend to be perfect
but I am mend to be a beautiful individual
I am happy the way my life has become

"We gave up our time
figuring out the pieces
in the end neither did we solve the problem
nor gained a sense of wisdom
nothing was worth it"
this is how I felt how foolish I was back then

I have to move on
I tell myself
2010, here I come!
no longer random
just being who I really am.

Peace and love,
Roxy.