its 22nd ready.=>

its so weird tat i felt a sence of sadness this time. i admit, i didnt felt well. i wish i had the guts to pour everything out to him. i just needed an explanation. yea, just an explanation. he doesnt need to apologized, coz tat will only make me feel guilty inside... ...

its all so weird
when u got through everything
u wonder to urself how u made it?

those tears tat u shed
those self-hurtings tat made u paralize
somehow just fade away
u had 4got those pain
u had 4got those hardships
and transform to a better n stronger person
its weird somehow
but this is how the story end
and this is how the story will begin in another way... ...

Facing THE END with a smile

any idea? im 17 already! had my birthday celebrated on April 13. i so hearted tat day, though its Math unified test? hmmm....i did my best, dont give a fuck about the results. booo!!tats me, i work my best, give my best shot and accept the outcome with a open heart. =D A BIG THANK YOU to those who are my UNSUNG HEROES now and always......<<33333333

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remembering those days
how he had been part of her untold story
how she had been a headless chicken because of him
how naive she had become
how she had hurt herself so deep tat she got paralized by pain

Time seems to heel everything
yet time tends to fade away everything

He used to be there
to tell her white lies
tat gave her butterflies
dat made her 4got the real her

As the sun rises n sets everyday
her feelings 4 him has faded away
her heart broke and she mended it
all alone
she never blame him
yet she blame herself 4 being Naive

Used to think tat standing under raindrops
is the biggest fear
Guess wat?
now im willing to stand under the unstop raindrops
and start my dancing moves =D

when time took me in another stage
i just realize the people who i really needed
i just realize how strong i really am
i just realize i had grown up

i wanted to squeeze out tat little sence of pain
i wanted to squeeze out tat little sence of hatress
but guess wat? nothing was all i found
i dont feel for u anymore
even though ur hurting me
but i dont feel pain
i just felt calm and strong
deep inside
im laughing at u
yes, u THE SILLY CLOWN


i guess its your time
to take a few steps back
to understand who you really are
deep inside

i luv NICOLE, ZOEY, ELS, ADD JADE, HUI TONG, MONKEY, WEN FEI, SYILING, ANNA, AI LING, SACRED HEART CHURCH, THE CHOO N ARWUIZA FAMILY, BOLEVARD 92... ...
guess wat? they are who i really need. BACK OFF, LOSER! FIND UR OWN FUCKING ASSHOLIC DARN LIFE!
=D

RoxyRose is UNBEATABLE. ^[oo]^

April. ^[oo]^

Wat a long time since i last posted, i mean i usually write blogs like every day. well atleast every 2, 3 days. hmmm.....its not like i dont wanna post, but when i start typing, i just end up deleating it, so yea. =[oo]=

first first CONGRATULATIONS to TRACELINE for scoring A++in "romance of the three kingdom". UR AWESOME SWEETY!!!!!!

Just a while ago, things were going preety wild. n tat is all i rmb. but the fact is, i dont really tend to remember wat exactly made me go down....hmmm....i tend 2 4get bout things. n i think its also a benefit atleast the bad things get to slipped off my mind easily, =D

i watch RnJuliet, bucket list, Snow White, all in one time, guess wat happened? *sigh* i didnt really totally got the story. but i think The buscket list is a MUST WATCH. i will watch it, and i say I WILL. im gonna introduce this darn show to my classmates.

goin' 2 Sunway College on Sat. this, this also has a story behind. lets leave it then.
Sunway here we come!!!!!!!!MAKE SURE ALL UR EYES ARE WILD OPEN WHEN U SEE WAT 'RETARDS YET BRILLIANT' REALLY ARE. =D


ROXYROSE@theEarth

im happy now n always! =)
never give up!
i say i wont. n i wont.