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Sunday, November 22, 2009

Smiley Tracey. =)






They told me their thoughts
They had frightened me in a way
I know I have to go through it
though it wasn't easy

It was a long time
since I realized that they are really nice people
I wasn't ego
I wasn't a coward
I was just not prepared

tears rolled down
They told me not to cry
I didn't mean to be weak
yet i wasn't perfect

please allow me to be normal
please allow me to cry
I am not superwoman all the way
I still cry just like everybody else

I am fine
I am still me
This is me
The imperfect me
yet I am beautiful in my own way

I'm fine
after the tears and the talk
I stood up just like all the time
just needed a break

It's okay to fall
I'm still growing up
This process isn't easy
but I'm looking at things in my way
The optimistic way

Thank you.



Saturday, November 14, 2009

my computer!!!for pissing shake!

i hated it, its been so damn long since i can go online, like what the heck? blame it on the com==. what a day. Retarded. dang! a lot of things have been happening these days. I kinda missed the old days though. =( *sigh*