demand.

=) What a long time since the last post. Choral speaking was over, I-challenge's preliminary round was over, so is the Final. We got the Third. =) 3ooo bucks for the school, 300 bucks each. scholarships. What was really the best part, was i had fun at Subang and Putra Nilai. the preliminary round was mostly with the "geeks" never knew they could be so funny and nice. Alvin was awesome, so is Hong Zen. =) the Finals was great! Teens from the North sure are different than us. They are also a pack of freaks! Haven't enjoy for such a long long time. I played hard and let go of all the stress! oh yea!

A new beginning for a new Me.!. =) will continue to accept whatever obstacles it is.

when too much is too much.

there is this moment when you think that you had did everything, and totally deserve to receive what you think that you should get. yet, sometimes there is this thing call "trying too hard". we had tried so many things in our lives, we had been through so much, we had did so many just to prove ourselves, why can't we just slow things down and start giving ourselves a break?

if life is all about wanting and thinking what you deserve, and what others should be giving you, guess what? life will be full of question marks. it will be hard to find the answer, you might use your whole life searching for the answer, yet in the end, you will be empty-handed.
it will be a waste, because in the end, you had lost yourself, besides, this journey will be alone and sad. you are actually punishing yourself.

life, is full of different choices. we choice who we want to be. we chose what type of person we want to become, we chose to be happy or sad. there is this saying that, "if being miserable makes you happy, then continue being miserable"! in the end, it is all about being happy with whoever who you are. life is too much for us. sometimes, we are adding the stress and burden. we created MORE pressure for ourselves. not worth it again.

we should live a life, which we accept whatever happens. Forgetting about the sad things that had happened yesterday, because there is always a tomorrow. =) life is about moving on. It's not about hesitating about what had happened. we smile and move on, in the end this whole journey is about being happy and unbeatable. =)

Am sharing this with all of you. =) we move on no matter what happens.
we are meant to be strong and unbeatable. =) trust me, it's worth it being happy! and guess what we always have the choice.

Forever.

it could be seen as a code full of question marks.
you think about who to trust,
you started to doubt your first sight,
started losing your innocence,
got lost in the middle of the cross road.

had lost everything
you're nude
no more weapons to protect yourself
how does it feels
standing at the middle of the crossroads with cars driving around?

got bump by one car then another
yet recklessly stood up
and got bump...again
scars and brushes all over you
yet never even thought about giving up

forever, does it really work in reality?
or is it just another lie we cheated ourselves?
no longer needed a forever
just needed to be in the present
just needed to have another day to go through all these
all over again.

forgetting what they had said
forgetting what they had doubted
I stood up still without any help
I'm here to accept all those bumps!
I'm sorry, I'm not giving up.

thank you. =)

You all have been very amazing. thanks you, i will be strong i promise.
thanks you all... ...
i love all of you from the bottom of my heart. =>
challenges seems tough, but because of all those supports and belief, i know i can go through it. thank you... ...