random post...a.k.a.untitiled part three

i miss Anna, i read her msg, know wat she has to say. randomly it means, she wants me to stand strong and go through everything confindently. i cant ask for more.
luv ya anna!
i dont know wat is nic n vic going through, but i still wish this two love birds the best and ever.

my best sis and my boss next year, all the best!!!!!!<3333333333

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so you see tat little pic i did on photobucket? as in the pic with a lass and loads of buildings, i found it in photobucket. and i luv it.

and then i say, i hate tests, argh! its just giving me headache, for sure! who cares man, i mean everyone has to go through it. but, i dont know man, maybe im aiming to high? i dont know anymore. fearing geo, his, book-keeping.

loads to do.

after my test, you will see me blasting everywhere.

stay tune, i hope i could do those random things tat i had wanted to do in my holidays.

happy mugging, i say to myself. ><

look, i am strong in the surface, but not in the inside.

im not any super heroes you see on tv, im just me, a girl still trying to find her ownself. please dont hurt me like that, please dont.

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i dont know wats wrong, everything seems okey in the surface, but not in the inside. its always a pain to hear nasty words coming out from someones mouth who you treated like a friend. its not my type to be a super hero. i dont get it, how did these heroes get over all of these?
well, i admit i have fault for this issue, but give me some space, give me some advice, to go through all these.


where is the one i used to know?
im alone everytime, when i cant share every bit with you.
maybe, you dont know me anymore
maybe i dont catch your eyes like before
maybe everything tat happened had been erased
our past had been forgotten

traceline. the new one.

they all say tat i am a slacker, a prep, a drama queen. all i can say is, i wont prove you wrong or anything, its not because i am a coward, its becos i believe tat everyone has the right to speak up for themselves. if u dont like me, deal with it. cos i wont change for you, yes you the nasty you.

i am different than any ordinary lass out there, because i am who i am. and to those lass out there who think that u are ordinary, please dont think tat way. you are different because you are you, the special you. ordinary is just a just a way you hide your ownself. step out from tat little box of yours, dare to dream. dont think ordinary, think uniquely, dont think you cant do it because someone said you cant, you are even more special than you think you are.

i am proud to say tat i had grown up, yes it just took me one day to see the clearer world.
i cant say its easy to be me, because in my life, ppl critisize me for a reason, they dont know who i am, even those so call FAMILY, FRIENDS nope, they dont know me.

oh yea and about this thing call love, i say its not yet my turn, to see its magnificent power. i wont wait for it to come, i wont fight for it yet, i will just live everyday the way i want it to be, and leave out all the rest. whether love enters or not, its up to it. i wont be a love slaver anymore. to those out there, i say if you think its the right one, GO FOR IT. if not, then just leave it. its useless to think aobut it night and day.

yo, traceline has grown up! no more the lass who tries her best to please you. not anymore.
WATCH ME SHINE PEEPS.!.

untitiled.

a long day again
i miss anna
turbo is an ass like always
my hair cut, sigh man forget about it
my life=a self ruined life
i can only blame myself
working to put everything back in track again
i know its a process
a long one
i need someone to listen to my sorrows
but no one is there

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her phone rang
someone interepted
she will ask me to wait
only my teddy is there for me
the broken me
i luv my teddy

okey now i feel sad, i really do.

nothing went right on this journey
absolutely nothing
i hated it this way
i really do

it first was the best
i thought i could go through all of this
and be the best
be the historical creature

time proves me wrong
words prove me tat i am nothing
why cant i put everything down
why cant i?

i just wanna be different
tats all
really tats all
i just want people to see who i really am

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Life is one big stage
And it's all the rage
To go walking out
To take a bow

See me roam
See me climb
If I leave here now
I can make good time

See me fall
See me rise
Grabbing one last look
Then I wave goodbye

Light shines on my face
When I need my space
I've been feeling blue
How bout you?

Now this bird has flown
Like I've always known it would
Maybe someday soon
You'll be flying too

See me roam
See me climb
If I leave here now
I can make good time

See me fall
See me rise
Grabbing one last look
Then I wave goodbye

You try you try to hold on
Too late
Too late
I'm gone

Life's a stage
It's all the rage
The curtains raised
I'm coming out

Life's a stage
The curtains raised
I'm coming out
Life's a stage

The curtains raised
I'm coming out
See me roam
See me climb

If I leave here now
I can make good time
See me fall
See me rise
Grabbing one last look
Then I wave goodbye

You try you try to hold on
Too lateToo late
You try you try to hold on
Too lateToo laaaaaaaaaaaaate It's too late I'm gone

untitled a.k.a. complicated yet the most simple.

i waited for the clock to struck 8 plus or 9
all my veins were shivering
by all the words
i guess its called history repeating

if everything goes wrong again
if i dont feel like doing it
please stop me
please someone anyone
please make it stop

remind me of how a races slaver was
remind me of this
i never wanna be like tat ever again

i hate TURBO, I DONT CARE WAT ANYMORE.

its a bet in life.

im not okey
but i dont feel a thing
is this growing up?
i hope it is
i should be sad since he cheated on me
but i dont feel a thing
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I HATE TURBO!!!!!!

tat is all you know?

i waited for you
my cheeck are flushing red
my eyes are in pain
where the fuck are you?

i guess youre just another cheater
another heartbreaker

telling myself tat i will be okey
sometimes it just wont work
i dont know why

i just need a relaxing study plan
an awesome bunch of sisters
a dude friend
online buddies
its just things i used to have
who took it away from me?
who?
i dont know.

i told you i will be okey then
not knowing tat u r one of the reason of my sadness, dont u?

im leaving
i just need to hang in there for one more n a more month
yea? no need advisor also can surivive.
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i guess im sad becos i had been thinking to much all the way.
the cheerful me will be back.