this post is for my deary sister Nicole.

not very sure whether you will see this post but i'm still gonna write it for you.
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i know saturday surely didn't show up the way you want it to be... ...
but it's ok life goes on so yea keep away those shities and keep life moving... ....
and about the class issue, it's a big big Hi-5 cause i always have this sorta feelings, especially the past, wow like in the first semester, and i was like an outcast you know, it's like people can't really relate to wot the shit your talking about i know how it feels. but all i know is, the topic we talk arent lame arent childish its because they cant relate to it, and seriously we cant change for them too right? like change to be like liking chinese stuffs and so on. so yea get over it! we wont changed for them.!.

and its kinda weird like we are always going through the same shit.
test issues, emoing, rock musics, freak consert, even class issues wot next?

and do you know wot sometimes in class, well i felt bad. i just felt like having a computer and directly enter my blog and then just write down all those shits and let things out....cause i dont really belong to the "crowdy"group in class, you know, just a simple lass.
but in ELS its so wowie, i love to be there,
you remember one time i asked you, were you an outcast in your class? is because i thought that u can relate to my situation, but when you said NO i was like ok then.

but after going though your blog i felt that wot u are going through is just like my past situation.
but now, right now.im ok. doing great with my class.
and i know you will too, like just let time take away everything and then just start it all over again tomorrow. and yea you have to be brave enough to believe that everything will be ok again tomorrow and be strong enough to believe tat everything will be ok again and most of all, you have to believe that you aint afraid to go through these ups and downs tomorrow again.
you have to stay strong... ...lifes tough so yea.
we get happy times
we get sad times too
its the same.
but look at the brightside, at least, at least you still have a place to call home right?
at least u still have us, in ELS always there for you.
i dont wish to see you this way, i wish to see the cheerful nicole again. when will I ever see her again?

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