u never mention ur thought of me
not any more
i guess i have let u down
though u never tell me the real reason
or my problems
u give them everything
and left me empty handed
do u think its fair?
its not.
u will be out in a game.
knowing tat i cant beat them
is not the things i know only today
its the things i knew it from the beginning
and its not my motive to win them
i just hope tat u know my extinction
i hope you will give me support like how u gave every1
its the 1 thing i need from you
is tat very hard?
forget about it
im not meant to be something for u
but u meant something to me
if i can just spend more time with u
u will then know the real me
Saturday, August 30, 2008
to deary nicole.
i know today didnt showed up the way u wanna,
but it isnt the end
u know wat i mean?
its still a bright day
ups n downs r the stuff tat make us grow stronger and ever
its a "must have"in life
like it or not
but the most important thing is how u look at your upsie and downies
tats the most important thing
take it us a challenge
a challenge from God
a challenge for yourself
i know u can do it
and tat is comfirm
u just need some time and a little support for urself
coz u already have 1000000% support from every1 out there
:D
we luv you nic
this relationship seems very tough
but if waterfall never hit big rocks
how will it show off its big splash?
if there is no rain
how will the grasses grow so steady?
how will the cheerful n bright rainbow pop out?
this is life!
like it or not
this is the life the full of challenge life
u will get over it
like all the time
no matter wot ppl have to say
no matter wot is going on
royal reddish roxane roxy rose is always there for the beautiful Nicole
and tat is a promise from traceline
**********************************************************************************
this msg is from moron to nicole:
Nicole，
知道你今天遭遇了许多不如意的事情，
也知道你现在很伤心，
但是我印象中的你是很乐观而且坚强的，
所以你要坚强去面对，
就把它当作是一个小小的障碍吧，
努力去越过它，
一切都会明朗的 ！
from the one and only moron jia yuan
Friday, August 29, 2008
my freaking awesome day!
I LUV MY DAY TODAY!!!!!!!
FOR SURE~~~~~~~!
very very first of all, i went to skool with rainbow cloud we went to the class.
first of all, we stood at the field for like two hours, its kinda lame i mean standing there doing nothing just listen to some really lame speech? i dont know man to me its crap! lmao. but at least my form teacher aint last year so yea i can still relax like dont have to be very " formal" stanoding at tat fucking muddy field.
lmao.
later on, with rainbow cloud, saw some performance of the primary skool, oh yea! there is foon yew 1 student too!!!!!FREAKING NICE, theres some dude behind doing some trick with their chinese yoyo, oh yea! there are so pro, and kinda nice looking though, lolx.
later on i took my bag from class and went to da society room with gordan, hui li, i mean both of them are like promoting our class so yea i joined them later on i left them both went to da society room from the side of the basketball court.
my dear nic was there its preety awesome to see her, I HEART NICOLE TO BITS<333333333333
we hang around in the society room, then went to the library to make sure that everythings going okey, and oh yea it sure was!!!!!!!!i even took a stamp society badge and started helping them to do some stuff since no ones helping them, after tat went for some snacks with nic to suppost those freak friends!>>>>>>
i bought fried rice from jia yuan, a freak out dude, then bought water from jing yi.
after tat we finished our lunch in society room. ITS AWESOME everything is like PERFECT! its so windy the food is okey, its so so windy.
after lunch me and nic thoguht tat hanging out in the library will be cooler. so we went back. and damn we went to take so many souveners from those soceity!!!!!!it was all a BLAST!!!
later on we went back to the society room we saw fishball and yee wen they congrats us both on our post next year. then we saw huang jie and da freaking lucky dude who can go to UK for studies and damn! his skool fee in UK, fuck up its so expensive like 1000 pounds a month. wot the hell? and then plus those general expenses, wow! cant believe it man!
anyway, in the society room we hang out with the other peeps there.
later on i need to help out in my class so nic and the rest followed me to my class to do my duties.
nic wish me to have fun, i wasnt so sure bout it, coz me and the preps? err...okey sure.
i didnt spot my friends dont know where they went, the whole place was crowded, i saw the moniter, i ask him wat can i do, and then he bought me to the baloon spot to help out. at frist those stupid dudes they ask me to stand in front of everyone and ask the people who come in to shoot stuffs on me, i know tat they are kiddingand i sorta thoght tat tat joke gave me a BLING!
hahahaha.
then i seat on a corner to pom some baloons, well i wasnt the one to pom those baloons. im the one to paste tape behind so tat dragon can stick in on the board me an joan.
its fun! i mean duh, we laugh. and so on. :D
after tat some peeps joined the help, later on i was hungry so i went to the busy place to buy foods! i went there with joan and hui thong. i went to Edmonds spot to buy his burger which i promise i will buy.
it was yummy!
hui thong bought something shit nice from our tution teacher's class, my tution teacer is kinda killing join from all the question she ask" when do you guys wanna have tution? Tuesday?" my qhole body was so stun, and i was like wot the hell? i told my teacher tat she is so KJ to say those stuffs, but then she said tat the there is no time and the freak strory begins in the end i agree to go for tution on tuesday.
then i saw di jie he ask me to treat him somthing i told him i only have one more coupon left and ask him wot he want. he said tat he want a pack of fries so i pulled out all my coupons and ask the dude in-charge of the stall to collect the amount he need. he said its for two, so yea he took two coupons and di jie gave me a lollipop in return, well tat lollipopo is a sovenier from his society. i made a quick good-bye n left.
later on joan bought some red beans it was kinda tasty i mean i got a sip of it. then i saw qing rui, with his cell, and with a cloth on his head? okey sure.
well i went back and help things in class, and damn! its so shit! i saw the little unmature dude who made spoile dmoi bag! damn oh yea@! i bumped into him in the library too. wot the hell.
anyway he was interviewing our class about some stuffs which i aint interested about. anyway, he made some annoying appearance by the way, but i aint tat angy coz moi day today MADE ME SO SHIT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!<333333333333
qing rui played those ames i mean the events we had for fun raising with his lad friends, they are preety cool, like wot the hell man, he told his friends i wanna join the ELS learning thing? okey sure like uhuh wot was tat suppose to be?
anyway it was all fun man, they wanted gifts for just 50 points, i mean wtf? ppl play our stuffs like they hit like at least 200 or 250 or 1000 points to get a soft toy and he want it for like 50 points? tats lame. anyway we didnt gave him any shits just some milk candy, he fed me one, its kinda okey well i did tasted it b4 the one he gave. its so milky like my type.
then we played like freaks i got the soft toys coz its too much, i got one "la bi xiao xing" with red shirts and outfit, it is so adorable!<33333333333
then add jade came and she shouted my name i saw her eyes red and i rushed to the window and asked her "wats up?" i knew something was wrong, so i went out the door and comfort her, sigh man. so then i went to the washroom with her,coz shes kinda depressed of her issues. i comforted her i even pulled a chair to let her sit in da washroom' its kinda weird but i just wanted her to feel okey tats all.
so yup she felt better, while i was comforting her damn, my class was so noisy screaming and everything i wish i was there to scream with them. but add jade is omoi freind i have to be for her, when she needs some1 like me. i was so touch when she told me the moment she felt bad.
its okey add jade am here for ya!. then i ate da lollipoo which was given by little bro.
everything was just so okey, i went outside the classroom with her, then i went in the class again hope to help out, but then i saw jing ming who had chicken pox, his fair face was filled with poxes. i ate my lollipop it was lemon favour, and becos of tat i speak so unclear, lmao. some peeps pop out and join in da talk.
it was a blast.
then i took pix with some friends, with rainbow cloud.
it was so cool. then went hope with rainbow cloud.=D
and now i spent like more than half and hour sitting in a black chair facing the computer, typing down my lovely, freak out day!
NEVER KNEW IT WILL TURN OUT SUCH A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER KNEW TAT I COULD HAVE SO MUCH FUN EVEN WITH MY CLASSMATES!!!!!!
TAT IS LIKE A MIRACLE I GUESS?
i guess after all, those preps like me, i mean its just me avoiding them, but now i know tat everythings okey. WOWIE! oh yea and they aint preeps they are a bunch of FREAK CLASSMATES!!!!<333333333
FOR SURE~~~~~~~!
very very first of all, i went to skool with rainbow cloud we went to the class.
first of all, we stood at the field for like two hours, its kinda lame i mean standing there doing nothing just listen to some really lame speech? i dont know man to me its crap! lmao. but at least my form teacher aint last year so yea i can still relax like dont have to be very " formal" stanoding at tat fucking muddy field.
lmao.
later on, with rainbow cloud, saw some performance of the primary skool, oh yea! there is foon yew 1 student too!!!!!FREAKING NICE, theres some dude behind doing some trick with their chinese yoyo, oh yea! there are so pro, and kinda nice looking though, lolx.
later on i took my bag from class and went to da society room with gordan, hui li, i mean both of them are like promoting our class so yea i joined them later on i left them both went to da society room from the side of the basketball court.
my dear nic was there its preety awesome to see her, I HEART NICOLE TO BITS<333333333333
we hang around in the society room, then went to the library to make sure that everythings going okey, and oh yea it sure was!!!!!!!!i even took a stamp society badge and started helping them to do some stuff since no ones helping them, after tat went for some snacks with nic to suppost those freak friends!>>>>>>
i bought fried rice from jia yuan, a freak out dude, then bought water from jing yi.
after tat we finished our lunch in society room. ITS AWESOME everything is like PERFECT! its so windy the food is okey, its so so windy.
after lunch me and nic thoguht tat hanging out in the library will be cooler. so we went back. and damn we went to take so many souveners from those soceity!!!!!!it was all a BLAST!!!
later on we went back to the society room we saw fishball and yee wen they congrats us both on our post next year. then we saw huang jie and da freaking lucky dude who can go to UK for studies and damn! his skool fee in UK, fuck up its so expensive like 1000 pounds a month. wot the hell? and then plus those general expenses, wow! cant believe it man!
anyway, in the society room we hang out with the other peeps there.
later on i need to help out in my class so nic and the rest followed me to my class to do my duties.
nic wish me to have fun, i wasnt so sure bout it, coz me and the preps? err...okey sure.
i didnt spot my friends dont know where they went, the whole place was crowded, i saw the moniter, i ask him wat can i do, and then he bought me to the baloon spot to help out. at frist those stupid dudes they ask me to stand in front of everyone and ask the people who come in to shoot stuffs on me, i know tat they are kiddingand i sorta thoght tat tat joke gave me a BLING!
hahahaha.
then i seat on a corner to pom some baloons, well i wasnt the one to pom those baloons. im the one to paste tape behind so tat dragon can stick in on the board me an joan.
its fun! i mean duh, we laugh. and so on. :D
after tat some peeps joined the help, later on i was hungry so i went to the busy place to buy foods! i went there with joan and hui thong. i went to Edmonds spot to buy his burger which i promise i will buy.
it was yummy!
hui thong bought something shit nice from our tution teacher's class, my tution teacer is kinda killing join from all the question she ask" when do you guys wanna have tution? Tuesday?" my qhole body was so stun, and i was like wot the hell? i told my teacher tat she is so KJ to say those stuffs, but then she said tat the there is no time and the freak strory begins in the end i agree to go for tution on tuesday.
then i saw di jie he ask me to treat him somthing i told him i only have one more coupon left and ask him wot he want. he said tat he want a pack of fries so i pulled out all my coupons and ask the dude in-charge of the stall to collect the amount he need. he said its for two, so yea he took two coupons and di jie gave me a lollipop in return, well tat lollipopo is a sovenier from his society. i made a quick good-bye n left.
later on joan bought some red beans it was kinda tasty i mean i got a sip of it. then i saw qing rui, with his cell, and with a cloth on his head? okey sure.
well i went back and help things in class, and damn! its so shit! i saw the little unmature dude who made spoile dmoi bag! damn oh yea@! i bumped into him in the library too. wot the hell.
anyway he was interviewing our class about some stuffs which i aint interested about. anyway, he made some annoying appearance by the way, but i aint tat angy coz moi day today MADE ME SO SHIT HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!<333333333333
qing rui played those ames i mean the events we had for fun raising with his lad friends, they are preety cool, like wot the hell man, he told his friends i wanna join the ELS learning thing? okey sure like uhuh wot was tat suppose to be?
anyway it was all fun man, they wanted gifts for just 50 points, i mean wtf? ppl play our stuffs like they hit like at least 200 or 250 or 1000 points to get a soft toy and he want it for like 50 points? tats lame. anyway we didnt gave him any shits just some milk candy, he fed me one, its kinda okey well i did tasted it b4 the one he gave. its so milky like my type.
then we played like freaks i got the soft toys coz its too much, i got one "la bi xiao xing" with red shirts and outfit, it is so adorable!<33333333333
then add jade came and she shouted my name i saw her eyes red and i rushed to the window and asked her "wats up?" i knew something was wrong, so i went out the door and comfort her, sigh man. so then i went to the washroom with her,coz shes kinda depressed of her issues. i comforted her i even pulled a chair to let her sit in da washroom' its kinda weird but i just wanted her to feel okey tats all.
so yup she felt better, while i was comforting her damn, my class was so noisy screaming and everything i wish i was there to scream with them. but add jade is omoi freind i have to be for her, when she needs some1 like me. i was so touch when she told me the moment she felt bad.
its okey add jade am here for ya!. then i ate da lollipoo which was given by little bro.
everything was just so okey, i went outside the classroom with her, then i went in the class again hope to help out, but then i saw jing ming who had chicken pox, his fair face was filled with poxes. i ate my lollipop it was lemon favour, and becos of tat i speak so unclear, lmao. some peeps pop out and join in da talk.
it was a blast.
then i took pix with some friends, with rainbow cloud.
it was so cool. then went hope with rainbow cloud.=D
and now i spent like more than half and hour sitting in a black chair facing the computer, typing down my lovely, freak out day!
NEVER KNEW IT WILL TURN OUT SUCH A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!
NEVER KNEW TAT I COULD HAVE SO MUCH FUN EVEN WITH MY CLASSMATES!!!!!!
TAT IS LIKE A MIRACLE I GUESS?
i guess after all, those preps like me, i mean its just me avoiding them, but now i know tat everythings okey. WOWIE! oh yea and they aint preeps they are a bunch of FREAK CLASSMATES!!!!<333333333
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
looking through the glass woindow
filled with tinny bits of raindrops
so close to the face
feeling like teardrops on the face
looking through the window
the river flowed smoothly
from east to the west
so were the rain clouds
a black figure flew through the horizon
the river divided to two parts
1 part reflected the rain clouds
1 part reflected the sunset
recalling wot hapenned
made me shivered
made me stuned
my heart sank in beneath
went through the first page
nothing is wot i got
the last few page
nothing is wot i saw
flipping through the whole book
nothing is wot made me sad
the book is filled with typing words
aint handwritings
not even the two basic words
welcome to my freaking life
the lamest story ever told
the randomest part of a skool lass
welcome!
tried to give out a shout
no sound went out from the throut
tried to give out a big cry
tears filled the eyes
but it aint droping
RrRrR
filled with tinny bits of raindrops
so close to the face
feeling like teardrops on the face
looking through the window
the river flowed smoothly
from east to the west
so were the rain clouds
a black figure flew through the horizon
the river divided to two parts
1 part reflected the rain clouds
1 part reflected the sunset
recalling wot hapenned
made me shivered
made me stuned
my heart sank in beneath
went through the first page
nothing is wot i got
the last few page
nothing is wot i saw
flipping through the whole book
nothing is wot made me sad
the book is filled with typing words
aint handwritings
not even the two basic words
welcome to my freaking life
the lamest story ever told
the randomest part of a skool lass
welcome!
tried to give out a shout
no sound went out from the throut
tried to give out a big cry
tears filled the eyes
but it aint droping
RrRrR
Sunday, August 24, 2008
i love my life!
in my life
i have the choo and arquiza family
members of the bolevard1992
-ADD JADE
-AHMAD
-BIG BOSS
-JOY CHART
-RAINBOW CLOUD
-SALT CHILD
ELS
Random Royalty
God--thank you Mighty Lord for everything.
nicole--thank you 4 always being there 4 me, u're 1 of those things i always thank God 4.
anna--i never knew tat am such a special gurl for ya sis, u made me special.
victor--im so glad to help you out, 2009 will be a blast, cheers 4 ya and nic!
turbo(Carl) --u did nothing, but still thanks for remembering me.:P did miss ya.
this is me
the random me
i never have too much in life
but if there is one thing in life
tat i never wanna change
is now
this very moment
A big thank you, to all of you for always being there for Traceline
when Traceline needs someone like ya all.
RRRRR
i have the choo and arquiza family
members of the bolevard1992
-ADD JADE
-AHMAD
-BIG BOSS
-JOY CHART
-RAINBOW CLOUD
-SALT CHILD
ELS
Random Royalty
God--thank you Mighty Lord for everything.
nicole--thank you 4 always being there 4 me, u're 1 of those things i always thank God 4.
anna--i never knew tat am such a special gurl for ya sis, u made me special.
victor--im so glad to help you out, 2009 will be a blast, cheers 4 ya and nic!
turbo(Carl) --u did nothing, but still thanks for remembering me.:P did miss ya.
this is me
the random me
i never have too much in life
but if there is one thing in life
tat i never wanna change
is now
this very moment
A big thank you, to all of you for always being there for Traceline
when Traceline needs someone like ya all.
RRRRR
Thursday, August 21, 2008
i know at the other corner of the world
the grass and the trees are greener
the sky is bluerer
remember the times we use to spent
the fight we use to have
the moments you made me so mad
the moments we play with water
the moments we all got scolded
are just the times tat brought as here today
nowadays
im still a school girl
and you're holding your gun
im protecting myself
you're protecting everyone out there
its my job
its your job
will your decision
create a distance for us?
for all of us?
i dont know
just hoping tat
this is the stuff tat you really want
the decision you wont regret
i still love you no matter wot
the grass and the trees are greener
the sky is bluerer
remember the times we use to spent
the fight we use to have
the moments you made me so mad
the moments we play with water
the moments we all got scolded
are just the times tat brought as here today
nowadays
im still a school girl
and you're holding your gun
im protecting myself
you're protecting everyone out there
its my job
its your job
will your decision
create a distance for us?
for all of us?
i dont know
just hoping tat
this is the stuff tat you really want
the decision you wont regret
i still love you no matter wot
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
wanna have a life.
this is wat i like
i dont care wat u all have to say
u can spill anything u want
but u wont get me
its useless to ask me to change
dont ever try it
its not use
cos i wont change for you
i will only change when i wanna
i hate it when im being force
dont force me
nothing is wot u will get
***************************************************
i smell barbeque
i know i hear laughter
though the surrounding is emptiness
but i know i heard it
u are just using me as a tool
i hate you from the beginning
i gave u chances to mend your wrong
but u never cherish it
i guess you dont even know youre wrong
and tat is one of the reasons why i hate you
cos u always think your right
but you are never right!
u think i cant live a life without you?
ur so shit wrong!
my best way in life
is to live my own without you
stop pretending tat u care
stop posing like a prep
stop doing shits tat dont look good on u
stop it
its annoying!
**************************************************************
YOUR SO FUCKING BLOODY HELL NO SPECIAL!
UR NEVER SPECIAL
DONT THINK YOU ARE
EVEN IF U HEAR PREPS SAYIN
"MY, YOUR SUCH A SPECIAL ANIMAL"
I TELL YA!
IN MY ROLE
IN MY QUOTE
TAT IS A LIE!
I BIG LIE!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR NOTHING AT ALL!!!!!!!
NEVER.!!!!!!!!!.
i dont care wat u all have to say
u can spill anything u want
but u wont get me
its useless to ask me to change
dont ever try it
its not use
cos i wont change for you
i will only change when i wanna
i hate it when im being force
dont force me
nothing is wot u will get
***************************************************
i smell barbeque
i know i hear laughter
though the surrounding is emptiness
but i know i heard it
u are just using me as a tool
i hate you from the beginning
i gave u chances to mend your wrong
but u never cherish it
i guess you dont even know youre wrong
and tat is one of the reasons why i hate you
cos u always think your right
but you are never right!
u think i cant live a life without you?
ur so shit wrong!
my best way in life
is to live my own without you
stop pretending tat u care
stop posing like a prep
stop doing shits tat dont look good on u
stop it
its annoying!
**************************************************************
YOUR SO FUCKING BLOODY HELL NO SPECIAL!
UR NEVER SPECIAL
DONT THINK YOU ARE
EVEN IF U HEAR PREPS SAYIN
"MY, YOUR SUCH A SPECIAL ANIMAL"
I TELL YA!
IN MY ROLE
IN MY QUOTE
TAT IS A LIE!
I BIG LIE!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR NOTHING AT ALL!!!!!!!
NEVER.!!!!!!!!!.
waiting for harvest.
a gardener
planted some seeds inside the ground
he watered it everyday
sunrise shines on it every morning
me
i planted dreams inside my heart
i remind myself about it everyday
i listen to it everyday
i kept it safely
the plant had grown
my dreams havent
when will my dreams ever come true?
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
tats nice of you...
its sweet tat you enjoyed it
its just a penny to me
never knew tat it meant so much to you
thank you for liking me
but im sorry
your not my type
its impossible for us
i hope you unserstand
i hope you had a different celebration
its crap but still hope ya like it
HS16B to my fellow dude friend
these days
are just the days i hope tat wont change
I luv everything tat i have
!CHEERS TO MY BRIGHT FUTURE!
all I need is all I have
RoyalReddishRoxaneRoxyRose
its just a penny to me
never knew tat it meant so much to you
thank you for liking me
but im sorry
your not my type
its impossible for us
i hope you unserstand
i hope you had a different celebration
its crap but still hope ya like it
HS16B to my fellow dude friend
these days
are just the days i hope tat wont change
I luv everything tat i have
!CHEERS TO MY BRIGHT FUTURE!
all I need is all I have
RoyalReddishRoxaneRoxyRose
Sunday, August 10, 2008
im doing great.
my brain is burst and tired but i don't feel tat badcos I know the main reason
the main reason why Im here
why Im doing these things
I'll step up for me myself
the past had made me stronger
the past had made me think more
the future gave me hope
the future made me stand up
The challenges coming up
will never fear me
will never get me
I will keep on moving on
and tats for sure
thanking God for letting me be here
thanking God for giving me all this
thanking God for letting me experience all this
its the moment I cherrish
its the moment I want
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I BELONG!!!!!!!
grouped into four it cant be group to one
thought tat everyone belong
but it aint tat way
I dont care
I just luv being exposed in another world
im glad tat some peeps out there accept me
and tats good enough
who cares!
if i cant mix up with you peeps?
you guys cant mix up with peeps like me too
and tats fair enough
im done!
I felt better!!!
RoyalReddishRoxaneRoxyRose
Monday, August 4, 2008
nothing turns out right nothing....nothing....
yesterday was a sad day.
i told myself tat tomorrow would be okey.
today was a depressed day.
do you want me to believe that tomorrow might be okey?
i will tell you i dont believe it.
i dont.
i told myself tat tomorrow would be okey.
today was a depressed day.
do you want me to believe that tomorrow might be okey?
i will tell you i dont believe it.
i dont.
its easy to win a heart
its easy to break a heart.
its not easy to mend a heart.
its not.
I tried so hard.
but i never reach my dreams.
it never happened.
it never.
people judge me
people said that i cant make it.
and i believe it
you can say tat am a loser
but thats the fact.
i am.
i tried to stand up
but everytime i convince myself to stand up
i felt tired again
i give up.
walking alone
all alone.
picking up the broken pieces
trying to mend it again.
will tomorrow be a different day?
i dont know.
RoxaneRoxyRose
Sunday, August 3, 2008
it took me few more turns to see life...
the unknown of the future creeps me
but im ready to accept the throne
im ready to accept my future
with both hands and with full love
i wont think about the past
i wont think about the regreting past
i'll stand strong for this piece of land
i'll stand strong as it is wot i need to do
im sorry that she cant join in
but she's still a part of it
she's still part of this growing land
and its a forever
a bright future of this land
can't be seen
can't be touch
it can only be felt
wishing this land a bright future
let us have our hands cross
let us work hard together
and see how far it could bring us
RANDOM ROYALTHY RULES!!!!!!!!!!
RoyalReddishRoxaneRoxyRose
but im ready to accept the throne
im ready to accept my future
with both hands and with full love
i wont think about the past
i wont think about the regreting past
i'll stand strong for this piece of land
i'll stand strong as it is wot i need to do
im sorry that she cant join in
but she's still a part of it
she's still part of this growing land
and its a forever
a bright future of this land
can't be seen
can't be touch
it can only be felt
wishing this land a bright future
let us have our hands cross
let us work hard together
and see how far it could bring us
RANDOM ROYALTHY RULES!!!!!!!!!!
RoyalReddishRoxaneRoxyRose
Saturday, August 2, 2008
an arkward day...
i had the stage
i screwed it
i tried to mend it
i hope it works
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lots of things running around my head
just wondering...how far can I go?
cows running around the field
a hunter came
shot one
the others run
run far away
some went north
some went south
some went east
some went west
just a few were left guarding the land which belongs to them
they are not going any where
coz this is where they belong
I wont mind being one of the cows out there
guarding this place
i screwed it
i tried to mend it
i hope it works
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lots of things running around my head
just wondering...how far can I go?
cows running around the field
a hunter came
shot one
the others run
run far away
some went north
some went south
some went east
some went west
just a few were left guarding the land which belongs to them
they are not going any where
coz this is where they belong
I wont mind being one of the cows out there
guarding this place
I just wont mind
not letting it dissapear
not letting it vanish.
will be there
will be thereto see how far it could go.
random royalthy rules
its a new adventure
its a new source
its a new begining
who cares about borders?
take it off
pull it down
Iwont let borders stop me.
royalreddishroxaneroxyrose
not letting it dissapear
not letting it vanish.
will be there
will be thereto see how far it could go.
random royalthy rules
its a new adventure
its a new source
its a new begining
who cares about borders?
take it off
pull it down
Iwont let borders stop me.
royalreddishroxaneroxyrose
Friday, August 1, 2008
i've seen clearer... ...
it was a new day again
a new gift again
i can't believe you just said those to me
it hurts
it really does
i thought you would be the one
the one to hear my cries
the one to comfort me
i guess i was wrong again
i had spend too much times one useless shits
its time to let go
i guess i was wrong
i havent reached the end of the race
i have only started running
running from the starting line
running
running
and its useless to do so.
i need a break
a serious break
to let go everything... ...
let go... ...
and start finding the real things that truly belong to me.
i need to go back to my royal palace.
and sort things out.
peace up.
God Bless.
a new gift again
i can't believe you just said those to me
it hurts
it really does
i thought you would be the one
the one to hear my cries
the one to comfort me
i guess i was wrong again
i had spend too much times one useless shits
its time to let go
i guess i was wrong
i havent reached the end of the race
i have only started running
running from the starting line
running
running
and its useless to do so.
i need a break
a serious break
to let go everything... ...
let go... ...
and start finding the real things that truly belong to me.
i need to go back to my royal palace.
and sort things out.
peace up.
God Bless.