Not Over it

I never thought that Teachers RIP wall is still full of updates.
It made me cried and realized how weak I am in the inside. I guess, I'm just not over her departure.

He is ill again. Unpredictable. A minute ago, he was still there, helping me, guiding me. The next minute, he is lying there. I will do my part, pray hard and contribute. Ray Ban shades? Makeups, vacation, concerts, everything can wait but life can't.

Live and Pray.

Not proud

I am not proud with who I am. I guess that is the reason why I always need to fake or lie about things. I'm just not so comfortable with my true identity. I need to get over it. I need to.

A break. I need it.
A vacation alone, to find who I am.
A minute alone, to pour my mind out.

Avril is Avril

" I guess she reminded me of myself. Avril likes to try different things and be different, and that is totally me! I care what people think, I wonder if Avril does too. but I get over it eventually, because I know I'm living my own life and I'm taking my own responsibility. No one should complain when I'm being myself neither should they judge me or even tell me who I am. Afterall, THIS IS MY LIFE. I want to be like her, a person who can scream and say WHAT THE HELL and move on in life. <3 Life is simple, when we see it in the simple way. It's that simple but we tend to complicate it and that's the reason why it's giving us a headache. "