Reflections after all these days ( Part one )

What a long time since my last blog... ...What have I been doing? A lot, at least enough to keep me hectic after long hours of being awake everyday.
Biggest Reflections in these days:

Went to Davao, The Philippines to attend Grandpa's funeral. Sad I was. Yet I know that we, the family needed to be strong and move on. It's the only way, and the way it should be. I will work hard in my life. Remembering that little white dove that came to visit us the other day. Ate told us it is Grandpa's spirit. He came to visit us. He was a successful and somehow I would describe as a complicated entrepreneur. He had did so much in his life, he lived it to it's fullest and help those in needs, A role model I will say. He love his children and bring happiness to his grandchildren. A jolly grandpa and I love him so much. After his death, I know I must take good care and love grandma even more. I know how it felts to be lonely. I know how it felts. As a grand daughter, I will definitely want to take good care of her. I didn't took it as a responsibility, it was a piece of love that made me wanted to do it. Our guardian angel, Teacher Chong. Reading through her opinions that she had write for me, I cried. I missed her, I really do. She made me believe in myself and understand myself even more. She told me that I must study in Universities, as the things that I am interested in, will be skillful in Universities. Everyday in my life, the words that she said, her smiles will somehow just randomly pop up. And made me wanted to go further and work harder in life. It's like " memories of motivation " This two incident made me see more in life. The strong heroes that I had known, will also shed tears, just like any of us. and I, had witness it.

" When we were little kids,
fairy tales tell us that people do die,
but only the bad and naughty character.

When we get older,
we understand that people do die,
but it's heroes this time.

When we get mature,
we understand that people do die,
even the ones beside us.

Time and maturity made us even stronger,
made us understand and cherish not only our own lives,
but also others,
the people who we love always. "

Specially dedicated to everyone, " Live life! " no guarantee that we live twice. __________________________________________ Specially shout outs : " Stop comparing lives! its stupid and boring! You have 24 hours so do they, what is it to complain? How did you live it? that is more important than who gets the best dress and the best day out! " Traceline With love, Roxy.