to my sister. =)

=) I will start the post with a smile. It has really been a long time since we pour our hearts to each other like before. We are both struggling and learning in our own lives, without each others supports. I'm sorry too, for not being there when you needed me. our lives have never been an easy one, it was always full of these and those. We thought about giving up, yet we made holding on our only belief, and I'm glad that both you and I had hold on on our most difficult moments, or else we shall never ever have experienced all of these, I had never regret meeting those failures and learn it with them, and I know you didn't too. =)
"A friend, is always there when you need them.
A sister, may not always appear, yet you know she always have you back up."
you have always been a great friend and sister for Traceline. I know you are always there. I will always be there for you too. That is what sisters do. Give me your words, that you won't give up to failures, I had also been a foolish girl too, who think that failures are the biggest fear in life. Yet i finally realize that not facing your problems and finding an escape is the biggest fear. Let us hold hands, wipe out each others tears and tell each other, "it's okay, everything will be fine". Everything will be over, those tired and tiring life routine, will be over, hang on! =) You have changed too, you know what you wanted, you run to it. Jason, I'm glad you love this dude, and I'm happy that you had chosen someone who you really wanted to love. " sisters are meant for foreva' " love you.

"God, I felt i have really been over tiring myself, I have always been exaggerating my small problems. I know God has always been there, yet I took him for too granted. My Mighty God, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. I want to walk under your feet, I want you to lead me like a little kid."
Nicole is right, we can't live without You.You are a part of us. I will change. Yes I will. =)
I will make my goodnight prayers a better one. =)