in school, we are educated to be afraid of failures,
we are educated about never fail in life,
we are educated about being number one,
we are educated to be the hundred score scholar,
yet ended up being a chicken with no heads.

these days, i had been renewing myself,
i thought about life,
i feared stepping in that tunnel with no torch lights again,
i knew i don't fully belong,
yet i tried to squeeze in.
i had learned nothing but to be afraid.
i need and escape.
a happy one. =)

my escape, will be a different one,
i will meet failures and success,
and i will not regret any one of it,
i will leave and come back new again.