u shouldnt have told me. ;/

She waited the whole day, just to give him a call. he picked up the phone, his voice made up her dull day. shes in her best moment when he talks, when he speaks to her.
Yet
it hurts when the whole conversation is filled with emptiness. he told her about this girl, who invited him for a rock n roll concert. she shouldn't feel tat bad, but i say, her heart aches so badly, it really does. y her? y tell her? it hurts it really does. coz shes afraid she will be beated by that girl, the girl who invited you for a rock n roll concert. "she ask you to go, u agreed, 1oo plus bucks, you're willing to go for it. if i ask you to go for Simple Plan's concert how will you reject me?" it hurts form the bottom of her heart, it really does.

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i feel so bad, i really do. i need my bed, n just let my tears roll down the way they want to. just trying so hard to cover the fact tat im hurting, coz i want u in the other edge of the phone to know tat im strong, im unbeatable.

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She hated it, when he wanted her to hang down the phone, i guess he got over her already. tell me how should she react again?


i guess i just said something wrong.
i guess i just did.
im sorry, for no reason.

no wait,

the reason is,
i dont want to lose you, i wont want it to happen.
n i do all my best to mend every broken pieces
i just needed to know how long i can hang in there for him

how did i manged to be tat strong?
how did i wear my mask so perfectly
how did i made my tears freeze in front of everyone?
how did i covered my pain so perfectly?

i never wanted to cry
i never wanted to
but the tears just seemed to drop
they drop randomly... ...