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the best of the trip is Malacca. Aunt Mary's mother is a rocking 9o year old lady. shes so cool i really have to say this, so POSITIVE mind thinking lady. I ADORE HER.

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n then i say....

i just went for a 1 week holiday, n look, everything seems to change. it had changed. please tell me wats wrong. i know i have been acting like a slacker these days, but its not like i wont put everything in the correct track again.

i dont know wats wrong, i really just dont know. for a few seconds b4, everything was fine. until i called, everything just seems so wrong.
everyone sounded okey in the calls, its just me i guess. it really is me. its like the one on the other side of the phone is rocking wild, n im so sick n dead. wats wrong? hello, im still Traceline. so yea.

ELS, im sorry for not being a good leader, i know its my fault. i have been waiting for changes until, all of these sucky things just pop out from nowhere, im not myself anymore. im sorry Nic, im sorry i know ur dissapointed, i really know u r. im sorry Vic, for not being a good partner for u, im really sorry. but i PROMISE i will mend everything again.

RS in camp, damn, my biggest sorry goes out to all of u in there, when all of u r like danging doing preperations, i wasnt dere, its my fault also for being so laid back.

my family, now u guys r happy, im to blame. i told u i never wanted such a long holiday, family trip? y not call it a suffer trip?