untitled a.k.a. nothing

when i know tat the whole world had abandoned me
i told myself its ok at least i still have u
but i was wrong
i meant nothing to u too

i get it
i get it
u think tat im a burden dont u?
a very heavy burden tat u just wanna put it down n never take it again
but its ok its like
everyone wants the best
and im not so i simply understand if u
give up on me or anything

i know ur tired
so am i
from emptiness
loliness
nothingness

i dont get it
seens u dont even wanna understand me
so y pick me up at the beginning?

tat is y i cant trust u...
tat is y
i just cant tell u my biggest secret
because ur not worth 2 know it
mayb u dont even wanna know my secret?
my deep dark secret?
but its ok ill just keep it by myself
just like the other secret
just like tat

or....
mayb u dont even care wats going around me?
i meant nothing to u
dont i?

i just have a simple question for u
wat do i honestly mean to u?
an ass?

broken reddish roxy rose