a loneliness of an outcast

an outcast has never been ur name
then i only realized tat its the name tat suites u most
its sad to have this name
it feels lonely when ur an outcast
no one knows wot ur talking about
they think tat ur a loser or a piece of shit
and they dont even care wots in ur mind
its a sad start
the things tat u said
has never been the topic of the day
the things tat u said
r just so out of the world
no one cares
people says Hi
but inside they r thinking
can i ignore u in the future?
cos its not cool to talk to you
even ur "friends" think tat way
wats the left of u?
nothing
going to bed everynite
the only thing wishing to God is hoping tat tomorrow will be better
though knowing it wont
cos an outcast is ur name
a name tat will never be changed