Not Tame

How I wish I could be like her. Easy to Tame and Easy going. Her parents must have love her so much. Despite the fact they have to spend more on her, every cent must have spent with a smile.
I'm the type who is impossible to tame. I ask for too much in life, everything. It's my fault for a lot of things that had happened. I seek for forgiveness but I don't apologize for my attitude, for who I am.
Can't be Tamed, that's me but not the Miley type.

I hate myself for being this way, I don't like seeing myself hopelessly facing the wall.
It will be over eventually, just needed to let it out. Sometimes feeling sorry for yourself is a way of feeling better. But not for too long.