May.

So May came afterall. When i thought i couldn't survive, i lived and laugh like usual. Sometimes i just complicated a lot a lot of things in life. i never wanna go back to be the pessimist sweetheart, not anymore. =) im better off this way.

Not that addicted to bloggings like before, maybe its because my life topic had changed.


If im still that Naive Little Girl
my heart will fall to pieces like all the time
too bad
its not absorbing all those temperatures
to freeze and break




when you were there to break my heart
make my tears drop like unstop raindrops
i was there to forgive you
all the time
until then my tears made me see clearer
all those were lies

when i was standing there
telling the world
how perfect you were
how much i needed you
u were there
holding her hands
looking through her eyes
and telling her how much you love her

when i thought u were my world
you told the world what a joke i was

i cried nights and days
those tears seems invisible
as no one saw them
yet those tears
were the tools that made me see clearer with my bear eyes

cant believe you just let go easily
cant believe you pretended like nothing had happened
and you told me you were not a player

you made up white lies
to convice everyone
you are the victim
and im the murder

Guessing there you are
spliting out all my secrets
guess wat?
you havent spill out the real secret
and its my secret for geting over you

i dont hold revenge
i hold smiles

say cheesseeeeeee to the camera! you jerk!
=p