what is wrong with me?

still figuring out wat happened
the scene is playing in my head
over n over again
like it wont stop

take one step by a time
i just hope tat time can still wait for this one
this will be a miracle
it will be different i believe

i dont know wat is happening
i really dont know
not anymore
i hope everything is meant

the fact is
its still making me shiver
and this time im not good at expressing
i dont even know wats moving in my brain

this chemical flowing in my brain
is weird
i hope it can still be saved
i hope for the best will happen