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Saturday, April 12, 2008

sorry ppl i cant stand it anymore...just cant...

i know these days the msg ive posted, r like MORE positive coz i dont wanna ya'all 2 c the sad part of me get it? huh? let me tell u, i just cant....nowadays things r just so damn wrong i dont dare 2 tell, dont dare 2 write it down on ma blog, coz i dont want the ppl around me 2 c me sad, or seeing me being negative, really....
but the fact is tat I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!REALLY CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!i feel so tense up these days, nothin ever come better...

2morrow is my SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY, so last year i wos thinkin about an awesome party, n nice outfit, those blah thing but it seems like i just cant have it....need 2 get over it...but its ok im used 2 this sort of normal, quiet birthday celebration its ok with me.

i really dont wanna think negative but...
nowadays im freakening tired but cant sleep...
nowadays my friends c me like shit....
nowadays i did so many sins...
nowadays i suspect my responsibility...
nowadays im wondering " am i doing da rite thing? "
nowadays i just feel so tired very...

my sweet 16 is not tat sweet after all.....

traceline the random gurl.

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